A few blogs back, I asked the question which was worse... the nights or the mornings following them.
After dealing with a few more nights and mornings, I'm definitely positive that at least for me, mornings are the worst.
It's cruel how your mind plays tricks on you in your dreams and then you face reality when you wake up. I know today is far from the first day I've had dreams of the ex only to wake up to a cold morning where the only thing near me is a thousand snowflakes.. but damn, just like losing love, it doesn't get easier. Not yet, anyway.
You know, someone once told me that "You can never read in your dreams".
I'm callin this right now as bs, because I definitely read in my dreams. This will sound nuts, but I read a TXT mssg from the ex in my dream. Yeah, that sounds really crazy heh. The dream TXT said that she had moved on and we'd never be back together and that I screwed up too much.
Are dreams mearly your greatest fears played out by your subconcious?
Because hell, right after that dream, I had a dream I was right in the middle of the texas chainsaw massacre haha... dodging a psycho with a chainsaw. That was scary as hell, and definitely not a welcome addition to my nightmares for the night.
Anyways... my good friend JT said something that is pretty powerful, or at least something that gives some hope. He said:
"All this pain has to be for something. It will pay off in the end."
I hope so brother.
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