Just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving. Hope everyone has a good day and gets some good memories.
I'm just going to spend it quietly with my dad at the house. Nothing big or flashy.
Man, I know I seem like a broken record, but I had another dream of the ex. This time, I dreamt that her dad told me she was going on a date with someone.
Why the hell do our minds play tricks on us like this? ...
I have a feeling that I'm trying to subject myself to the worst possible scenarios so that if (God forbid) any of them did happen, then at least it won't be a life shattering shock. That's the only reason I can explain or rationalize having these dreams... other than them just being my greatest fears, right now.
I wish I could say Happy Thanksgiving to her and kiss her today. I would give anything to spend the holidays with the one I love.
But I guess I can't. Today is going to be a hard day...
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