Well, it looks like I'll be writing here everyday again... Do I really have to start at square one... After all this progress?
Actually, maybe not. I'm happy to say it's not the same. I feel like even though I saw her again, I didn't get knocked back all that badly... I feel like I still retained some of (or most of) my progress and strength.
But I must ask myself, for how long will this shield hold? How long until the pain really hits me again? How long until I have to face the loneliness, and the pain again?
It's so truly unfortunate that she is the way she is. I loved her so much, and would've done anything for her. Are guys like me really that common that she could give up like she did...?
I don't know what to do. I'm just lost.
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I feel your pain, man. I just recently found out that my ex who pretty much pulled the same thing on me... is now happily engaged.
Not that I'm bitter.
Take it one day at a time, and I hope things work out for the best.
...I feel so sorry for you Thomas. You have no clue what I have been going thru but thats another story.
I hope in time it all works out for you. All the best.
Sometimes one really wonders if it is really a second chance we want that too from a person who has already put us down really bad.
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